noesanity

There is nothing to do next,  so maybe that's what I should do,  nothing? I've been thinking why for a while now, and the only reason I have let it continue is because it's free, no cost, no worries no pain, but what exactly is the point of a useless pile of nothing sitting there if i could make it something,  and if i can make it something but don't, does that not by definition mean... that it is my failure and my pain,  so why should i allow my failures to sit there and remind me of what I am unable to accomplish. I don't think any of you will care,  or even realize either way,  so maybe I should ask the ones who may what they think, what

Time moves on, as if no one was ever here. No matter how great the man, or kind the woman, time still moves on. Even upon the death of a "hero" the hands of the clock never stop, never slow, never hasten,  just always constant, always the same. So what of the people who are not even that, people like me, who are nothing, mean nothing, and have done, nothing. If someone who the echo's of their voice still changes the world, even decades after they leave it are payed no remorse by time, not even a single second of pause or a moment of remembrance. So, What point would I even have in trying,  no matter what i do I will never be great, I doubt th

[X] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend. [X] You have your own room. [X] You own a cell phone. [X] You have an mp3 player/ipod/discman. [ ] Your parents are still married. [ ] You love your family [ ] There is a pool/spa in your backyard. T 0 T A L: 4 [X] You dress the way you want to. [X] You hang out with friends more than once a week. [X] There is a computer/ laptop in your room. [ ] You have never been beaten up. [X] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to. [X] Your room is big enough for you. [X] People don't use you for something you have [X] You have been to the movies T 0 T A L: 7 [ ] You have over 500 friends